Limbo

That first post was more of a test post. Now that I've gotten my blog about where I want it (but knowing me it'll do a complete 180) time to get down to business. (Sadly, we're not going to defeat any Huns here, but I do hope this isn't too much of a waste of time.)

 I think I want to re-read Julius Caesar. It is, by far, my favourite Shakespearean play. Sir Duckington (The awkward hunting/guard dog we've acquired.) is all sorts of adorkable. It's hot and miserable and there are bugs everywhere. >.>

[Edited that picture in later]

 I'm antsy about still being here in Louisiana.. I hope that I'm able to move out of my parents house in two or three weeks. It all depends on my grades, of course, which makes me extremely nervous and annoyed. Dad's having his anxiety and mom's having her.. whatever-ness. I'm tired and ready to be out of here. Living with Doug and Darcy will definitely be interesting.. I don't know if I'll be here or there in a few weeks or whether my senior year will be at Sherando or Albany.. I just want some sort of finality. I suppose I should feel bad about abandoning them and how that (apparently) makes me a bad person, but honestly, I'm just looking forward to gaining space and distance between myself and them and getting out of Louisiana.

 As usual I'm holed up in my room and alone. My days are spent mostly with TV shows and website surfing, though I've been weaning myself off of the LOTGD RPG games. Next week I think I'll start playing World of Warcraft again. (Nightelves FTW) 

 I miss the Wayside Theater. I absolutely cannot wait to return to Virginia to hang out with Libby, Fawzia, Brittany, and Kristen. I miss having friends that are actually worth a damn. Sherando next year (hopefully) will be nerve-wracking and intense and bittersweet due to all the people I cut myself off of on purpose and have done my best to avoid since. There are some things that have been left unresolved in Virginia and I don't know how all of that will play out. My nerf guns need more ammo.

 There have been a lot of changes in my life the past year, particularly emotional ones. I like to think they're going to end up being for the better. I've gotten much more comfortable with my image and body, and that's a good change.

 As for today specifically? Not much. Messed around with Duck, Jack, and Odette some. Mostly watched Castle. Craving new books to read but no way to get any. >.<

 Well this was a bit more rambling than I expected but the venting felt sort of therapeutic. It's almost 2 AM and I'm kind of out of it and pretty tired and will probably take one look at this when I wake up later and remove it. I think I'll blame it on the soda.

~ Rosencrantz